I won't give up.

I won't give up on us,even if the skies get rough, I'm giving you all my love, I'm still looking up.

Haha~

Haha~ What a coincidence~

Promise...

If can not comply, then do not be easily make the promise.

Haih...

没练武术了还是需要去做针灸，针一针没关系，问题是它的药太苦了~

我的腰，我的旧患，你到底几时才会完全康复啊？

I hate chinese medicine!!! It's bitter =(

有形的翅膀

這一路 翻越了喜與悲 是與非
一雙眼 看過許多變遷
有時候 我也會 覺得有一點累
一瞬間 懷疑身邊一切

隱形翅膀 帶著我回想
掠過那絕望 找希望
你的力量 卻是我身上真實的飛翔
帶著我抵擋 曾受過的傷
每一個孤單的晚上
我們是彼此有形的翅膀 學著更堅強

這一路 經歷了愛與恨 錯與對
一句話 很難說的完全
有時候 我也會想要掉一些淚
哭完了 再站起來面對

隱形翅膀 帶著我幻想
掠過那絕望 找希望
你的力量 卻是我身上真實的飛翔
帶著我抵擋 曾受過的傷
每一個孤單的晚上
我們是彼此有形的翅膀 學著更堅強

我曾害怕 所以我懂得難免會沮喪的模樣
我受過傷 所以更渴望美麗的飛翔
你在我身旁 陪我勇敢唱
像一個保護著我的家
我們是彼此有形的翅膀 飛進了堅強
真實的翅膀 擦去那淚光 還記得夢想

O.o

第一次聊电话聊那么久  应该有3个小时吧
就要被电话的辐射杀死了  哈哈
声音跟我想象的完全不一样
就像他说的：在你心中的第一个印象完全破灭了对吧？
哈哈  我真的很好奇他真正的声音会是怎样

世界末日??

明天就是让全世界的人都感到惊慌的日子了-世界末日

真的会发生世界末日吗？

玛雅人的预言能相信么？

如果你问我：相信世界末日会来吗？

我的答案一定是：不相信

因为我坚信还有明天

对，我还有明天、后天

还有数不尽的明天

别问我为什么不相信世界末日

因为我也不知道

只知道只要相信还有明天就好了

就算世界末日又能怎样？

你能改变它

让它不发生吗？


如果明天真的是世界末日

那么，这就是我blog的最后一个状态了


明天到底会怎样呢？

大家拭目以待吧~


保持乐观的心情吧~ 

PEACE v^^v

关于明天的事，我们后天就知道了。 O.o

世界末日算什么，反正之后还有一个复活节。=v=

Feel so sorry~

最近一到12点多,1点这样就很自然地会睡着,比平时早睡了,算是好事吧?哈哈~
对我来说是好事,可是对朋友来说算是坏事吧,因为我是在和朋友聊着天的时候睡着的,还没告诉朋友要睡了,自己睡着了,真的觉得很不好意思,让他等了我几个小时才去睡觉~
朋友,对不起啊~ ><

上帝,你在和我开玩笑吗?

原本愉快的心情

被一个小小的分数打破了

满心期待我的分数

以为这个学期能及格

拿到好成绩

谁知。。。。。。又不及格了

当我第一眼看到分数时

以为自己看错了

再次去确认。。。。。。真的是不及格

告诉自己别哭

努力忍住不让眼泪流下

可是最后眼泪还是流了下来

为什么？

为什么这个学期那么专心、那么努力还是会不及格？

放最多心思的一科

为什么还会不及格？

唉~

我知道现在失落、哭、伤心已经没用了

可是就真的走不出那情绪

下个星期就考试了

现在能做的就是专心应付考试

其他科目不能再不及格了

把悲伤化成动力吧

加油~

What are words..

Anywhere you are, I am near

Anywhere you go, I'll be there

Anytime you whisper my name, you'll see

Every single promise I keep

Cause what kind of guy would I be

If I was to leave when you need me most

What are words

if you really don't mean them

when you say them

What are words

if they're only for good times

then they don't

when it's love

Yeah, you say them out loud

those words, they never go away

They live on, even when we're gone

And I know an angel was send just for me

And I know I'm meant to be where I am

And I'm gonna be standing rignt beside her tonight

And I'm gonna be by your side

I would never leave when she needs me most

What are words

if you really don't mean them

when you say them

What are words

if they're only for good times

then they don't

when it's love

Yeah, you say them out loud

those words, they never go away

They live on, even when we're gone

Anywhere you are, I am near

Anywhere you go, I'll be there

And I'm gonna be here forever more

Every single promise I keep

Cause what kind of guy would I be

If I was to leave when you need me most

I'm forever keeping my angel close

LIFE

Don't waste your time looking back on what you've lost.

Move on, for life is not meant to be traveled backwards.

Jia you, Doris.

My studio journal and semester 2 last assignment =) Very satisfied with it, whole night din sleep and rush for finish it. Now finished all the assignment, and have to prepare for my final exam, this time cannot fail anymore, have to work hard, work hard for my future, work hard for my new phone. =v=

Jia you, Doris. Trust and be confident to yourself, you can do it. Fighting =)

God bless me.

梦

昨晚睡觉梦到他了,那个我最喜欢,最爱的,在现实生活中不可能有机会接触到,只能在远远望着的那个他-TOP 崔胜贤. 梦里的他时而温柔,时而冷酷,有时侯会像大成所说的那样呆板,也有时可爱,搞笑,性感,帅气. 这个梦感觉太真实了,一点都不像是梦,就好像他真的就在我身旁一样,让我不想离开这个梦,一直和他在一起,到永远.

I don't care anymore..

How do I say goodbye to someone I never really had? Why do my tears fall so endlessly for someone who was never really mine? Why is it I miss someone I was never really with? And why do I love someone whose love was never really mine?

爱情忠告

一位父亲对女儿的爱情忠告,有些人适合你但不爱,有些人爱你却不适合

想知道爱不爱,别用耳朵听要用眼睛看,看他付出多少

而想知道适合与否,别问他有什么,而要问你的笑和眼泪

一直让你流泪的条件再好也不能要,一直让你笑的,就算吃苦也值得

宁可笑着累,也不要哭着享受

今天放学回家前和朋友聊天，突然觉得当我的朋友好像很辛苦

我觉得我是那种有什么事都放在心里不说的人，宁愿自己一个人承受也不愿意告诉别人

感觉这样让朋友很辛苦，和我聊天都不多过十句

习惯自己一个人不被打扰，自由自在的感觉

Clown

For you, I'm just a clown..

No matter how much I tried, it's all are jokes in your eyes..

在生命里 无时无刻 总是有那么一个人 用不同的方式 在缭乱你的生活
All the time in life, there is always that a person with a different way in the blinding your life

Haih...

"No need anymore", do you know whenever these three words say it from your mouth, my heart seem to be thorn by a knife.

21.11.2012

 Finally my drawing first assignment is done.. Hope can get a good marks.. =)

These few days can't sleep well because of the assignment, really tired.. @@

nice song

可惜不是你..

Dafuq...damn thief!!!

该死的小偷,有手有脚竟然偷去东西,别再让我遇到你..如果不是被某人拉住,我有可能就去追那个小偷了..=v=..手机被偷的前几天才在facebook看到关于KTM里有扒手的新闻...真的没想到那么快就发生在我身上..搭KTM的朋友记得要小心,别像我一样,一不留神电话就被偷了..如果突然被一群人撞,很有可能你身上的东西被偷了..

My happiness...

A comfort when I am sad，a word of praise when I am proud，a shoulder when I am tired，a embrace when I feel broken-hearted．Actually，my happiness is as simple as that．

一個懂你的人,能帶來一段彼此舒服的愛
一個不懂你的人,最終會讓你懂得一個道理
人生中，懂，比愛，更重要

有你真好

我不知道我的决定是对还是错,不过既然做出了选择就别再后悔了,要相信他一定会给我,我想要的幸福

你存在 我深深的脑海里 我的梦里 我的心里 我的歌声里 ♥

没有一点点防备 也没有一丝顾虑 你就这样出现在我的世界里
在我的世界里 带给我惊喜 情不自已
你存在 我深深的脑海里
我的梦里 我的心里 我的歌声里 ♥

Stop saying I WISH, start saying I WILL ♥

因为这一句,

"Stop saying I WISH, start saying I WILL"

让我体会到想要在这个社会生存,就必须学会独立,凡事都要靠自己

想要一样东西就必须去争取,即使得不到也不会后悔,因为有尝试去争取 =)

drop and add, after 4 weeks, finally my timetable has done. =)

 1st timetable..

 2nd timetable...

and...THE FINAL TIMETABLE!!!!

To the future me...

Dear future me,
You will be happy and you will have the life you dream of all the time. Just right now, you gotta get through the bad times. The road of life is very long and bumpy, and sometimes you may hit a ditch or two and get stuck for awhile, but you will come out of it stronger than ever. Keep your head up and fight for what you want, but don't fight for things that aren't worth fighting for. If it doesn't bring you anything positive to the table, leave it behind you and take it as a lesson learned. Don't let all these haters get to you, clearly they are just jealous. You're a great woman and you know you are, so start acting like it and don't ever settle for less than what you deserve..♥

HOPE!!♥

Second semester..drop and add subject..finally my new timetable got many classes are different with my friends..hard to discuss work with them..have to work hard already..

DORIS!!CONCENTRATION!!!

JIA YOU!!♥

Happy day.

Today hang out with my lovely buddies. Tired but have fun and enjoy it. ^^

Don't ask me am I feel regret that fall in love with him anymore.

I very determined, also be sure to tell you,
Fell in love with him, I'm not regret.

I LOVE HIM SO MUCH.♥

Lovely October ♥

期待已久的鼎峰杯武术赛已经结束了,我的武术生涯也暂时告一段落了..接下来就是专心地读书,我一定要光荣的毕业!!!

 我們追求的是自己的幸福,而不是"比別人幸福". 

LOVE IS IN THE AIR~♥

女人

女人可以不漂亮, 但是不能没有味道..
女人可以没有高学历,但是不能没有知识..
女人可以没有金钱,但不能没有自尊..
女人可以没有力气,但不能没有善良..
女人可以没有权威,但不能没有道德修养..
只有懂得不断修正完善自己的女人,才能优雅地到老..

小時後幸福是一件簡單的事,長大後簡單是一件幸福的事

^^

我有一双会说话的眼睛^^ ♥

撑住,诗敏 =)

健康好像在亮黄灯,提示我身体要开始生病了..这几天都睡不好,半夜一直会醒来..怎样才能一觉睡到天亮呢?而且胃也开始不舒服了,吃又痛,不吃又痛..

 如果要让梦想实现,让以后的生活过得比现在好,现在就必须加倍努力..有付出才会有收获..
加油,傻妞..不要让以后的你讨厌自己..=) ♥

Bad September

Haiz..sad...final exam result...3 fail.....sigh...no mood....

End of August, Started of September

It's the end of the August and also my first semester study..time flies so fast, it's already 3 month I at UTAR, and also finish the first semester..at the beginning of September is my final exam, and today is the last day of my exam..before exam, I felt so confident to myself and tell myself I can do it, but after exam I think I'm wrong,,sometimes be too confident to yourself also not good...but now what I can do is study hard in second and third semester, and be prepare to scold by my parents...haiz...Design Fundamentals, Introduction to Sociology, Mathematics for Social Science..see you all at the fourth semester........

HAHA~this is what I've do in this afternoon=v=

After exam nothing to do then draw myself~~
And then..........

OMG!!!first time draw myself in pencil art><..

it's soooo ugly!!!especially the eye and mouth!!!

我变了..

我变了..

变得不再是从前那个我..

变得连我自己也认不得了..

越来越不了解自己..

开始觉得自己不知道自己想要的是什么了..

觉得现在好像只是在毫无目的过生活罢了..

以前的冲劲也没有了..

就只是盲目的在前进..

有人说这只是过渡期而以..

在寻找着人生的道路..

只要一步一步走..

慢慢的观察自己的改变..

探索改变的前因后果..

就会找到我要的是什么了..

可是,真的是这样吗?

我变了吗?

觉得自己变了很多,变得不再是从前那个我,可是却说不出有什么变了

天使♥海豚

天使好想给海豚一个吻,可是情海那么神秘那么深..
 海豚想给天使一个拥抱,可是天使的家住得那么高..♥

My Dream..

如果将来我有能力自己拥有一间屋子,我一定会让这屋子的设计和猫有关,然后其中一间房间用来收集K-POP (Super Junior, BigBang,Haha,Running Man,2NE1),另一间把它设计成很有童话风格的睡房,然后一间所有女生都梦寐以求的更衣室(里面装满服装和鞋子),还要一间充满漫画风格(死神,通灵王,棋灵王,网球王子和宫崎骏系列)的书房,厕所一定要有一个按摩浴缸(工作累了让自己放松放松身心),当让不能忘了一个像五星级餐厅的厨房和饭厅,如果有了孩子,我会把他们的房间设计成卡通风格(哆啦A梦,海绵宝宝,蜡笔小新,Tom & Jerry,Pororo)

HeHe..

вıвυ¨вıвυ¨ı'м αнмıи..♥

The First Crazy Thing That I've Do In My Life..BigBang Concert..♥!!

YooHoooooo!!!!!I had buy BigBang's Concert tickeet!!! haha..I can't believe I can get the ticket...actually I didn't think wan to go this concert when I know BB will come Malaysia make concert, bcause it's ticket price is soooo expensive...at that day the ticket start sell, my fren keep asking me wan go anot bcause she is going to buy the ticket...and finally I ask her buy 1 ticket for me too bcause of wat my mom had say:''u wan go then go la..''....hehe..really happy and I can't wait ady..hope that day fast fast come....XD

烦!烦!烦!

烦啊!烦啊!!烦啊!!!烦啊!!!!
烦!!烦!!!烦!!!!

Busy..Busy..Busy....

时间过得真快，才刚进UTAR读书，一转眼就已经过了一个月半，再过一个多月就结束第一个学期了。虽然在这里已经一个多月了，可是我还没适应这里的生活，功课也只是勉强还跟得上，最糟糕的是一到presentation的时候我就完蛋了，根本不会讲解。而且开始觉得时间越来越少，越来越不够用了。做完一样功课，另一样已经没时间去做了，尤其是design功课，每次都不够时间完成它，几乎每天都要熬夜。整个人变得没以前那么精神了，感觉自己瞬间老了许多，好像随时都会倒下。时间越来越少，越来越忙，忙的连想你的时间也变少了，不再会每天都信息你，痴痴地等你回我信息。虽然很想和找你聊天，可是又怕你嫌我烦，所以只好让自己变得更忙碌，这样心情才不会因为想你可是又见不到你而变得低落。
现在常常提醒自己，即使生活有一千个理由让你哭，你也要找到一个理由让自己笑。因为​这就是人生，我们能做的只是让自己更加坚强   路是自己选的，不管怎样都要走下去。前面的路还很远，你可能会哭，但是一定要走下去，一定不能停。人生嘛，就是笑笑别人，顺便再让别人笑笑。

丁诗敏，加油！相信自己一定行！一定能成功！

17 JULY 2012

 My funny friend-Ruth..

Doris and Ruth..

The most happiest moment is to find the right person..

He spoil you, pamper your habits and love your all..♥

Because you do not care about it...

Perhaps one day, I became indifferent, no longer trying to get closer. You  will never be aware of that, because you do not care about it...

..♥

When we are not together, i have so many things to tell to you..
When you are beside me, i feel that relying on you quietly, even if didn't speak, is also very good..♥

Sexy,Free & Single

This is the only one group that bring me many hapiness and also sadness, the only one group that makes me feel touched and proud of them.

They are 'SUPER JUNIOR'

Looking forward to this 6 album-'Sexy, Free & Single', not only because of the new album, but also because of my favorite member, KangIn(Kim Young Woon) has return, they make me crazy again over them.

ELF_MIN

Time flies so fast in busy life...

ABOUT MY STUDY:

I study at UTAR already one month lur^^Huh~almost all subject's assignment are given in this two week...assignment for DESIGN, assignment for SOCIOLOGY, assignment for CRITICAL THINKING and RADIO PLAY for ENGLISH!!!hmmm...dun know mathematics got assingment to do anot leh??if got assignment then i'll become very busy lur....since i start my study, i almost all weeken was busy for my design work...always sleep at 2 or 3 something..damn tired and feel sleepy in the class...and i found that my math teacher very look like RUNNING MAN's member-JI SUK JIN!!!and now i love to attend my english lecture class so much cause the teacher very nice and funny...hmm...although it is tired but feel really enjoy..hope it will have more fun in incoming days^^

Work hard and study hard,

and always remember that the most beautiful curve on your body is your SMILE =)

ABOUT MY LIFE:

一个人走,一个人睡,一个人思索,一个人沉醉.

一个人忙,一个人累,一个人烦躁,一个人体会.

我以我的方式爱你,
你却说我不了解你...
 可是我想告诉你,
我也许给你的不是你想要的,
但是我给你的都是我认为最好的...

没有哪种爱情,需要你放弃尊严作践自己,要你去受罪吃苦..
爱情或许会让你不知所措,会让你嫉妒生气,会让你伤心流泪..
但它最终是温暖的,能给你愉悦,能给你安全感..
如果不是这样,那要么爱错人,要么用错方法.. 与其受罪,还不如单身.. 没有你想要的拥抱,那就先学会一个人坚强吧...

Hate...

讨厌情绪化的我..
讨厌笨拙的我..
讨厌白痴的我..
讨厌神经质的我..
讨厌冲动的我..
讨厌不考虑后果就乱说话的我..
讨厌口是心非的我..
讨厌刀子嘴豆腐心的我..
讨厌把我们之间的关系弄得糟糕的我..

更讨厌那么爱你的我......

I WONDER...

I wonder...I wonder......I wonder why you become this...every time after met with you, you will become as a stranger, suddenly ignore me, sent message to you also din't reply...it make me feel sad and scare that am I do something wrong and make you angry or hate me..I hate this feeling so much...I really want to know the reason why you suddenly ignore me...is it your phone out of credit or anything??please...just tell me...

New Life~

Finally I've started my college life..hmm...it's very different that compare with secondary school...I don't know is me too shy or KL people too LC..I feel hard to be friend and join with them...but not all of them like that la..just several of them...and at the end of 1st week, I've met my first friend..she was nice and pretty..although I'm still not so close with she, but I'll try my best be close with she...AND the most most most important thing is I must improve my english!!!it's so hard to communicate with other people if your english is weak in a university...

Doris,be confident to yourself~Fighting!! =)

微笑?

每个人只看到我的微笑,微笑底下的无奈和伤心,又有谁会看得到呢?

我累了...

我真的觉得很累, 很辛苦,也替你们感到可悲..你们一点都不了解我,根本就不知道我心里想的是什么,我要的是什么..每次我要做什么都不可以,你们就只会否定我,在你们心里不管我做什么都是错的..你们真的让我觉得很反感,让我觉得我活在这世界上是多余的......

加油!!! =)

时间过得真是快,一转眼就已经过了3月了...其实3个月说快不快,说慢也不慢..这个月,发生了蛮多事情的...也多了很多烦恼..烦恼着武术,学业,钱财的问题..比完将在这个月尾举行的青少年赛,我就要把心专注在学业上了..说真的,我其实不是很想结束我的武术生涯..不知不觉中,我接触武术也有9年了,虽然9年的时间不算长,可是也让我对武术培养了一份热诚..武术生涯虽然辛苦,可是也给我带来了许多欢乐,让我能结识到一班麻吉..因为武术,我认识了很多朋友..因为武术,我成长了不少..也因为武术,我的生活才能这么精彩...

终于拿了SPM成绩,可是成绩并不理想...这也只能怪自己不努力用功读书,辜负了家人对我的期望..现在他们都在烦恼着我的将来,虽然我也是很担心,很烦恼,但是又有什么办法..我真的是一个只会给家里带来烦恼的家伙,什么都做不好..在武术没有很好的成绩,在学业也没有...虽然还没决定接下来要读什么,可是真的很怀疑自己到底有没有能力完成想读的课程,很怕半途就放弃,又再一次让家人失望...每次想做出一番成绩给他们,可是每次都只会让他们失望...觉得自己真的很没用,什么都做不好..就像妈妈说的一样"你真的是很失败,没有一样能比得上别人"...haiz..算啦..不要再理别人的说的东西和目光了,从现在起努力做好自己就对了啦..

加油,多利士 相信自己,不要轻易放弃!!!Fighting!!!

MY HEART, MY OPINION AND MY INTUITION

everyone have their own opinion and decision..don't think that just your opinion is the best and right..may be you'll think that is the best decision, but it's not suit for all people..not all people will accept your opinion..don't always say all your suggest is for me good..I'm not interest in that subject and you force me to it also no use..

I'LL ALWAYS FOLLOW MY HEART, MY OPINION AND MY INTUITION...

18......

生日快乐,我对自己说...一个人的生日...自己为自己唱生日歌,一个人许愿,一个人吹蜡烛,一个人切蛋糕...就这样简简单单地度过了我18岁的生日...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DORIS!!!!!!!!!

Haiz.........

唉~看来今年的生日又是一个人过了,虽然那天有练习,可是他们应该不会帮我庆祝吧,最多只是和我说声生日快乐,关系再好一点的弟弟妹妹可能还会送我礼物...至于家人嘛,爸妈去宴会,二姐又好像有节目,而大姐,三姐和哥哥应该是没回来,说真的,我真的很想好好庆祝今年的生日_='(

Happiness??Kindness??Hmm...I also don't know what's the feeling....

Finally I've see you before you leave..although it just a few hours, I really feel happy...would like to say thank you to you for giving me the chance to meet you, know you, even let me like you_=) Every time you ask me why I like you, I can only keep quite..because I really don't know why I' in love with you..hmm..is that because the feeling or??I also don't know..so don't ask me again, no matter how many times you ask, the answer is still the same-"I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHY I LIKE YOU, BUT I JUST DO"...I really enjoy sms and talk phone with you, even if only your sister and friends, I have felt very satisfied...
So, please allow me to continue to love you in silence^^

Xiao Qi Gui~je t'aime¨♥

Kids...

you are such a kids,so childish and naive...actually you should reflect on yourself...what all you do are just waste other's time and making trouble...can't you think something more mature?don't you know you're so annoying?last time i love you but now i hate you more until i wish you disappear from my world...can't you just keep quite and don't find me?and please don't disturb my brother...this is my thing...please don't involve other ppl...

^^

I wish my parents could understand when I hang out with a boy it doesn't mean he's my boyfriend.School is hard and I'm trying my best.I'm a teenager,I don't always have the best attitude.I try to make the best decisions for myself.I'm young and want to have fun.If I'm out all night it doesn't mean I'm drinking or doing drugs.Not all my friends can be a bad influence.

PLEASE RESPECT MY DECISION!!!

should i continue my wushu or just stop it??very confuse now...i've learn wushu 6 years, and if u wan me just stop it, i'll feel sad lo...
u all wan me continue my study...okey..i follow wat u wan..u give me choice to choose wat i wan to study...but now i said i wan study design...u all just keep saying NO...and wan me go Form 6...i DON'T WAN go Form 6 laa...it will just waste my time!!!everytime said will respect my decision...ya..just SAID only...hate u all!!!

my feeling

The worst feeling is not know whether I should wait or discard